THE BEACH.a poem As I looked upon the beach, Mesmerized by it's glaring beauty, Lay a thousand clouds, Which hover upon my sight. Deep into my thoughts, As deep as the blue sea, Still the pain that I have felt, Is never going to melt. As I sat on the golden sand, I watched the birds flew by, I realized how short life is, To think I have thrown it like this. The breezes that passes me, Will it stop and wait for me, The life that has gone by, All I can do is sit and cry. Tears flowing like a stream, Washing the rocky surface on my face, But somehow I found the courage to smile, Although just for a little while. I put together my deepest prayers, To the One Almighty Lord, That He would somehow allow, To heal the hurt and pain that my heart can no longer afford. But deep within myself, I have found serenity, Engulfed with all this pain, I have actually found my sanctuary. For I have lost all thoughts of life, Buried under the sand, Washed and carried away by sparkling waves. This is where I longed to live, The beach is my home now and where I wish to stay. NOTE: Written this when I was bored at the office

PENANG, I'll come again.

My experience to Penang was bittersweet. The early four days that I stayed in Penang was wonderful.

I was already punked on the first day by Abu and Farhana, saying that they were at the mainland airport and not at the airport that I landed. I was worried for troubling them by giving the wrong information to Abu, but as it turned out to be, I have been tricked. It was a good start and it ended good too.

We did so many activities, mainly they(Far and Abu)brought us to all this popular eateries, which did not help me at all with my diet. Then we managed to go to the beach twice, it was fun. Many gossips exchanged,haha but it only remained there. Then we also catched a movie, Mr. amd Mrs Smith. Did some shopping and also visited the botanical garden(Ira's idea).

On the last day, as we departed I was overwhelmed by a feeling of sadness. It's not like I will not meet them again but the whole thing was really liberating for me. It's not everyday that I get a chance to meet them in their hometown and get to hang out with them.

Though I know that Farhana and Abu was totally exausted of entertaining us endlessly, I would next time DEFINITELY invite myself again there, it was really cool..A big thank you from the bottom of my heart to Farhana and her family for having me over and to Abu who was patient enough to be our chaperon for 4 days consecutively.

Then the rest of the four days that I stayed in Penang was another experience altogether. Meeting up with the Malaysian team gave me a new perspective of things that I never knew before. I'm not sure whether to describe it as a painful or learning experience, but I guess, I have learned so much frm them pertaining to human relations and behaviour.

The post camp itself has taught me a lot of things that I am really grateful of.The experiences that I have gained throughout this past six months for all the three camps were invaluable, it has managed to make me think and perceive matters in a new and different perspective. I think I am now able to learn on how to think outside the box. It has changed me as person as a whole. Thanks to all, for all that you have done. Guess that's all for now.

TidBits:

1. Sarah drove on most of the outings that we went to, she has become accustomed to the wacky ways of Penang drivers.

2. Farhana's mum was really cool, not only that she never scolded us for waking up a bit teeny weeny late but she also cooks great food.

3. Far's sister, Fatin talks during her sleep and it has managed to scare Sarah to death,haha

4. Fajji,Far's sis was constantly fighting with Sarah during our stay.

5. Abu officially became our husband in penang, his wives are Farhana, me, Sarah and Fajjrina.

6.Many gossips were shared at the beach and all of it has remained in the sands forever.

7.We did a special sand sculpture dedicated to Kylie Minogue. Abu's was the best and he said his success was contributed to his highly imaginative mind.

8.Far's cousins An,and Ani were constantly laughing and they totally cheered up our day.

9. A transexual approached Abu wanting to offer his or her services on the night that we checked out the hotel that I was supposed to stay in during my camp. Did Abu decline??

10.Met nice people like Muna, Felicitha, Chia, Yoke Pin and Natasha in our camp.

11. Had an extremely bad stomache during the camp, it was due to food poisoning.

12. Learned some great facts on Penang especially about the inner city people of Penang.

13.Applied my horny jokes as usual throughout the whole visit

14.Spent a lot of money on pirated vcds and dvds, I am one of their very dedicated supporter in the business.

14. They even have a special shop for the pirated stuff. I asked Abu "How can they have a legal shop selling illegal stuffs?" Abu replied " it's Penang"

15. Learn to appreciate better and in all in all, it was a whole learning experience by staying a whole week in Penang. Hidup PENANG!!

NoThIn' BeTtEr

It's Saturday and it really has been a long day. Woke up this morning wishing that I could have more sleep to compensate the hours that I lost over, let's not call it studying but somehow preparing for my two final papers consecutively.

However, as I greeted the morning with much sleepiness still in my head, I knew the task that had awaiten me, that I was supposed to cook lunch for the day. Yikes, me cooking? I know it sounds totally weird but yep the task still awaits me.. but don't get too excited and start laughing at my mere attempt of cooking because it was really a simple meal,haha, spaghetti boloignaise.

As much as I can say about my cooking, it's not really that bad when it comes to Western food. Believe me, some people are still craving for the brownies that I made at my Raya open house and many had asked the recipe of the now popular triffle. My attempt fails me when it comes to the Malay dishes. Really not proud of this, but what can I say..I have not been practising. My bad..

Anyway, there are just so many peculiar things that happened today, but I guess I will have other days to talk about that.

I'll be going to Penang this Monday and I am every bit excited. Not really at the prospect of going to the post camp but meeting my friends in their hometown and you know just travelling alone. It kinda makes me nervous, not that when I drive home, there is anybody accompanying me but this time it feels like a real holiday, without any parents and friends to go with me and just going there(some place outside KL)to enjoy myself, though there are still lots of things to prepare for the post camp(mentally and physically).

The real reason that I am going to Penang earlier than the post camp dates ( by British Council) is none other that to enjoy myself totally before I indulge my whole soul to the post camp. (there are a lot of serious thinking required and discussions too).

The need arises of having this holiday as my brain has really not stop functioning for at least some time since taking this short semester. Not that I want it to stop functioning anyway because then it'll mean that

I'm brain dead.

No, been quite exausted actually with the overwhelming chores and responsibilities since my eldest sister gave birth. Not that I am of much help with the new baby actually, but there are other two older babies screaming for my attention every minute that I'm home. Phew, tell me about being a mother..

So with this very limited given time, I am escaping for a week at least of the never ending responsibilities. Thanks a lot to my dad for allowing me to go for this trip though my mum opposed it at first. But since the higher authority(MY DAD)* wink* has given me the yellow light(which means in my vocab: speed faster than the green light coz u'll never know when the lights are going to change and u might be knocked down by some other vehicle any second), almost happened to me (many times actually) but I managed to stop the motorcycle once by honking and putting up one hand(which indicated that he has to stop, he was speeding before the red light turned green,his fault). He almost flew off from his bike trying to stop as I sped safely across.My friends who were in the car screamed out of fright and I was just laughing at my attempt to cheat death, did I?And to imagine the whole thing happened in a matter of seconds. It happened again last Thursday. I calmly told my friends that it was a usual.

Besides those things, I think I am a pretty much safe driver. Survived an accident once.

That, I call lucky that I'm still alive( I totally went over a highway divider and drove on the opposite lanes. I only realized that I was on the opposite end when I saw an oncoming car in front of me) then I swerved the car back to the lane that I came from(which means that I went over the divider again). Lucky for me that there were no cars on the other side of the three lane highway which was usually filled with lots of vehicles. Everybody(motorcyclists on the other side that stopped to watch, as if watching an action movie) was actually waiting for my car to turn over(they told me later) but somehow I managed to control it and my car bumped into another divider(the very left end of the three lane highway). Imagine from the very right lane of the highway to the other side of the highway and back finally to the very left lane. What an adventure! Had a hard time to drive again but my parents forced me to, the very next week. Thanks to my hero Abang Shazrin who helped to calm me that day. I came out from the car in one piece and crying obviously. That happened in the first year of me in UIA.Phew what a memory...

Right, back to my story. So you see, that's how I am when I'm talking, jumping from one story to another. Apologies for the action-pack commercial break. I was just going to explain the very reason I'm going to Penang earlier is because as soon as I come back from the post camp which is on Sunday night of the 26th June,the very next day is the long awaited attachment which I somehow have to attend. The truth is I'm not really up for it but as I have bragged about it to my family especially my 2nd sister like a thousand times and since eons ago, I don't think it would be fair to dissappoint them.

Originally, there were three different offers from three different firms which was Zain & Co, Shearn & Delamore and Shooklin, but somehow I chose Shooklin as it was on the same buliding of my sister's office. The main reason was so that I can follow her to work and not have to drive and thus eventually save some money on petrol. That'll be 4 2 weeks and I only have that very teeny weeny short, exausting weekend to get ready for the reopening of semester 1, and what do you know, it's my final year already.

No more fooling around, yeah right, as if...Just maybe less fun.. oh no which reminds me that I still have a date with my two good friends since childhood that very short weekend. We've been friends for 10 years already, Siti, can't believe it. But really can't wait to finally meet Asry who is now a chef. I should learn some cooking skills from him at least,haha.

p/s: Yan sorry for dissappointing you yet again, sometimes feelings just can't be forced. I believe it now. I don't mean to hurt you and I know that it is very painful, I've been there.You are one of the best friends I have in life, for that I will alwiz cherish you. Thanks for everything

Who's Your Type? Your type is the Goofball

Laughter is the way to your heart. A guy with a great sense of humor is definitely the one for you! You want a Goofball, someone who can laugh at himself and make you laugh, too. There's no bigger turn-off than a guy who takes himself too seriously. You know that if a guy is silly, he's generally self-confident and secure. Your man is a people magnet and everyone's favorite friend. There's never a dull moment with your jokester nearby. You crave excitement and laughter, and your goofball enhances those things in your life. You probably think life is too short to spend it without a smile. Your goofy guy will ensure that that doesn't happen — his lighthearted and silly ways make everything a little bit brighter.

What Type Are You? You are the Girl Next Door

Cute, fun, and sweet, you're Sandra Bullock, Jennifer Aniston, and Meg Ryan all rolled up into one — the perfect Girl Next Door. Naturally pretty, unpretentious, and generous, you demand your share of respect, but you aren't particularly high-maintenance. What's your ideal date? Probably a Blockbuster night — you don't mind skipping an evening on the town if it means getting some old-fashioned snuggling on the sofa. Careful yet spontaneous, you're a little bit of the Guy's Girl, a smidge of Sorority Sister (the nice kind), and just a hint of the Hippie Chick. But you've got an appeal that's all your own, which is why the guys can't stay away. People are attracted to your strong values and traditional ways. Your winning smile, bright eyes, and loving nature will make anyone want to hold on tight and never let go.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? hida, you're a Laidback Lover Carefree and easy-going — that's your approach to love and life. Above all, you respect your boyfriend's beliefs, choices, and ideals, making you a trustworthy and supportive force in his decisions. Caring and thoughtful when it comes to your actions, you expect the same in return.Even if you spend every waking moment together, you want to feel like you have freedom and room to breathe. For you, it's important that you maintain your individuality so that you can continue to bring something unique to the relationship. After all, you gotta be you

Are You Bewitching? hida, your Attitude makes you bewitching

You know what they say — attitude is everything. And in your case, it's certainly one of your finest and most alluring characteristics.Leave the complications to other people. You know how to keep things lighthearted and upbeat. A free-spirit, you don't sweat the small stuff and prefer to take things in stride. Cheerful and laidback, you light up any room, party, or boring meeting with your dazzling personality — without even twinkling your nose. And that's bewitching. Keep it up!

Felt like writing something today... arghh... was not a really good day today, had some serious stomachache..had some vomitting then dozed off after taking two pain killers.. Anyway, later tonight I catched some great shows on tv, my favourite CSI New York and then the old season of Queer Eye For The Straight Guy. Suddenly, I'm having this huge crush on Thom Felicia, one of the queer guys. He is so great in decorating. Wonderful job again today,Thom!! Suddenly I've lost interest in Kyan. Maybe because he is too metrosexual. What am I thinking??? They are all gayssssssssssss...sssssssaaaadddd..waaa Anyway, which brings me to the real reason that I'm writing this entry. Carson(one of the Fab Five, the queer guy)was one of the judges for the Miss Universe 2005 tonight which by the way is won by Miss Canada. The male host interviewed Carson and asked his opinion on the girls and how he thinks of their style and dressing. And he said that he has never checked out girls before but now that he is actually judging them(which means that he has to judge frm the evening gowns to the bathing suits which are bikinis actually) he kinda like them and he said that it is pretty scary. The thing is I felt sad by his statement, the truth is God has created everyone to have the natural feeling for the opposite sex, and when he himself realized that, it scared him. The thing is, he is the one who has gone against nature. Not the feeling that he felt for the women.He is denying his own nature. I really enjoy the Fab Five show, but there are certain parts which are quite sensitive to our culture and beliefs. The part where they usually will have drinks and watch the straight guy through the cameras that are hidden in the guy's place. Anyway, there are certain parts like for example when the guy changes, they will be saying like things ooohh or ahhh, great body or biceps. There is this once, when Carson couldn't even watch the guy take off his shirt because it was too sexy for him. That sometimes make me laugh, the whole humour of the show, however, when I do reflect back, it is really insane and crazy. Imagine me gushing about a gals' s body... yuck.. all in all,it's still a good entertainment show, though they cud use some lesser expressions when they watch a guy(good-looking ones) change their clothes. Today, didn't go back to campus just yet. Cudn't drive due the stomach pain. Stayed home another day. My nieces were all clinging to me.. sad that I'll be going back tomorrow. Wow, exausted after having to take care of them..but it's nice when they go all cranky and only you can console them or just when they kiss you or hug you each time I carry them..KIDS..annoying yet adorable..love 'em.

DARI KEKASIH UNTUK KEKASIH

Entah berapa kali ku cuba

Membohong hati ini(ku ini)

Hebat dilanda rindu padamu

Namun semua alasan

lebur bagaikan

Awan berarak

Yang memang tak pernah abadi

Dan terlalu cepatnya berlalu

Pabila digiris angin

Dan mudah pula layu

Selepas ia melimpahkan

Titis-titis esa

Kini hatiku sangat terdesak

Untuk memilikmu

Agar di saat ku meneruskan

Sisa-sisa hidupku ini

Seperti manusia(yang punya kekasih)2x

This song is one of my favourites. It was sang by MAWI in the AF3 concert but I have to say he still can't beat Hattan's voice for this song. The words describe how I feel?? maybe not, maybe??

ILHAMKU

Beribu bintang di langit kini menghilang

Meraba aku dalam kelam

Rembulan mengambang kini makin suram

Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah

Sedetik wajahmu muncul dalam diam

Ada kerdipan ada sinar

Inikah bintang ataupun rembulan

Terima kasih ku ucapkan

Izinkan ku mencuri bayangan wajahmu

Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan dengan mu

Maafkanlah ohh

Andai lagu ini menganggu ruangan hidup mu

Kau senyumlah ohh

Sekadar memori kita di arena ini

Kau ilhamku 3x

dedicated to the beloved MALAYSIAN TEAM. this song carries too many sweet memories...can't wait to meet all of you in the post camp.

"Chariot"

Staring at a maple leaf

Leaning on the mother tree

I said to myself we all lost touch

Your favorite fruit is chocolate covered cherries

And seedless watermelon ohhhh

Nothing from the ground is good enough

Body rised

It puts over me

[Chorus:]

Oh chariot your golden waves

are walking down upon this face

Oh chariot I'm singing out loud

To guide me

Give me your:

Strength

Remember seeking moons rebirth

Rings made mirrors of the earth

The sun was just yellow energy

It is a living promise land

Even over fields of sand

Seasons fill my mind and

Cover me

From bringing back

More than a memory

[Chorus]

You'll be my vacation away from this place

You know what I want

Holding that cup,

It's pouring over the sides

Make me wanna spread my arms and fly

[Chorus]

nothing much

There's nothing to share lately. There are some things I believe I rather keep it to myself or just disclose it to my closest friends.

But the nature in me, is to alwiz jot down something here. I really appreciate to those who have actually taken the time to read my blog, boy, I sure hope that at least some of you got something out of it.

A special thanks to Nasreen, she even wrote a testimonial about me and my blog in friendster.Hope that you will continue to read my blog.

Just also wanna share my bundle of happiness when almost two weeks ago, my eldest sister has alhamdulillah delivered a baby boy. Finally the first ever in the history of ENCIK WAN AHMAD NASIR AND PUAN ZAWIYAH HAJI ALI,there a boy was borned. It has been a series of ladies beginnng with us the all women generation(my sisters and I), then came my two nieces.

His name is Aliff Akmal. I named him after refering to many Islamic books which bears the meaning 'the most perfect companion' (teman setia yang paling sempurna). We call him Akmal which means the most perfect (yang paling sempurna). His name was chosen by the majority votes cast by my family members. My sister had other names in mind but everyone loved this one. Credits to me,haha. After all, it matches with his sister's name, Anis Alysya.

Soon, I'll be facing my finals. whoa...so fast huh? Was just enjoying the relaxing hours of classes and rest,haha. Then comes the post camp that I have to attend in Penang. To those yg live in Penang and don't mind of offering me a place to stay before my camp starts, please do tell me. My camp will be in georgetown, so rumah sesapa yg dekat kat situ la. tak mau jauh2..Just wanna have a few days to feel relaxed there and have a holiday as well..So anybody do tell me ya..

I'M SORRY FOR THE HURT I'VE CAUSED YOU,

I'M SORRY FOR THE PAIN I'VE DONE,

I'M SORRY FOR THE MISTAKES I'VE MADE,

I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING.

IF ONE DAY I'M THROUGH AND GONE,

PLEASE FORGIVE ME,PLEASE DO,

PLEASE REMEMBER ME NOT FOR THE WRONGS

THAT I'VE COMMITTED;

BUT PLEASE REMEMBER ME FOR THE GOOD

THINGS I'VE DONE WITH YOU.

I'M SORRY!!

I dedicate this poem to all my friends that have touched my life thru' this course of friendship, especially to FAD, ASMA,NADIA,BARAQ,MAR,LIA,IRA,MAZNIFA,KHAIRIE,AGKILLAH,BAKI,SHIREEN,NICHOLAS,JIMMY,HAFEEZ

n the rest of my entire friends.Happy friendship day!!

I really hate it when I have done writing down everything for my new entry but then suddenly it just dissapears..ARGHHHHH....... Anyway, the life dull begins, or I thought so but no I was wrong. Actually I am enjoying this semester more than ever. The thing that is so ironic is that this is the first time that I decided to take any classes during the short semester. All these years, I have fulfilled the duty of a good sister.Both my sisters have been planning to give birth during my 3 months break and I might say that it is a success till now. You see they plan it every year when they want to get pregnant and also give birth which happens to be in the short sem. They take turns you know, amazing isn't it? This is the third year, and it's now kaklong's turn again. The reason is that so I can take care of them or the baby. However, while waiting for her due date, I decided to take classes anyway. After all, this is my final year.Unbelievable.. Last week was one of the best weeks that I ever had in life. I was in Midvalley every single day since Tuesday catching up movies. They had some Holland movie festivals, thus Nadia n I couldn't miss it. We only however managed to catch only two movies and they were great and superb. Regretted that I cudn't watch all as I was running a tight budget but all in all, it was really fun. Phew, all the money. Impressive that I could watch four movies straight in a week. Then the four of us, Fad, Nadia, Atie n I enjoyed the International Music Festival in Istana Budaya last Wednesday. It was really entertaining. Luckily the admission was free. This week's project is to catch the movie ' Tentang Dia' which is long over dued. The reason was because my bestfriend and I planned to watch it last Wednesday but as there were changes of plan we watched ' In Good Company' instead. But it is okay. Thus I'm trying to catch it this week. Then I must go and watch my dear friend Baki act in the play tittled TARTUFFE in Actors Studio in Bangsar. I've been dying to watch him act, though the ticket is rather expensive but on the account of friends, what is a little money?? Next week is my first test and I'm not sure of what I have studied so far.. blame it on the movies.. Another thing that adds to my happiness is that my aunts are all busy inviting our families and cousins to their house every week. Really happy to see them. Been missing them for quite some time. Guess now that we are meeting up quite frequent, the more gossips I can scoop, yippie!! Just like the old days.. p/s: I have put some new pictures on my picture gallery. I'll put more asap. For the time being,check it out!!

WHAT DEGREE IS FIT FOR ME???

MY RESULTS: A degree in Business and Marketing is right for you If there's one thing you want from your future, it's to be in charge of it. While you're happy to hear what others think, you usually have a clear plan for all of the things you want. And once you've made up your mind, it's not easy to get you off that path. You're a smooth operator who gets along well with people, but you also make sure that everyone knows exactly what you think.

My comment: emm now i really have to rethink about my law degree. Come to think of it, i do have a bussiness mind(as I quote frm my roomates, K.Wati n Maz " Hida ni semua benda nak buat bussiness". Them commenting on me as I planned to sell cookies to making sandwiches to selling magazines n to selling everything that is in our room to turn it into a bussiness. so far I only managed to have a vcd renting bussiness.

On a second note, MARKETING??? Is that why I am always known as the promoter of everything. I managed to be the PUBLICITY AND PROMOTION COMMITTEE almost for all programs.REAL TALENT ON THAT, I MUST SAY!!hehe

ARE YOU FIT TO COMMIT??

THE RESULTS FOR ME!!!

hida, you're fit to commit because you know what you want You don't need us to tell you that you're on the right track. A cool and confident person, you know what you want; now it's just a matter of finding it. Even more important, you know that love is about much more than what kind of clothes they wear or car they drive. And you're ready to make it work.You've gotten to a place where you are happy with your life, and you're ready to share it with someone special. So whether you've found them or are still looking, know that this time, you'll get what you want.

DEDICATED ESPECIALLY FOR MAR

There has been much emotions for the past week. Since the beginning of holidays, I have been helping Mar out for her wedding. Before that she officially appointed me as her brides maid. I felt shocked and honoured at the same time.

The days past by and yet there were so many things to do. Poor Mar as she didn't have the time before as she was having her finals.

We tried to do as many things possible, to trying out her wedding outfit, finding the suitable tudungs(scarfs), then makeup search and the makeup tryout at the Bobbi Brown beauty parlour to her Mak Usu testing it on her, then went to search her wedding body treatment such as spa, mandi lulur, does that mean sauna(not sure) n manicure.Phew, I think I sure do know now what really are the preparations to a wedding(all just for a day occasion which leads to a lifetime), though both my older sisters are already married.(did not go through the process with them).

Then finally, the big day came. By the time that I came to her house, she was already dressed n ready. She whispered to me saying that she was nervous. For the first time, after 2 weeks of her wedding preparations, did she felt that way. All week long, every time I asked her, she would say that she didn't feel nervous, that she felt normal(as in not nervous).She even said that she had no feelings(it must be due to the exaustion that she felt 4 the preparations).It really made me think about the transition that she has to go through in a matter of hours only.

The night before her aqad(the solemnization of the marriage), I kept thinking that tomorrow, Mar would not longer be our single carefree friend. She can no longer hang-out with me as much as I like her to. We can no longer meet for long hours and just chat about how life would turn out to be,we can no longer browse books too long at the MPH like we used to or even just hang-out at Giant n then run back in after going out just to discover that she or me has left something(THAT HAPPENS ALMOST ALL THE TIME), I can no longer go to her room in college n just watch vcd and hv an overnight there as well.I can no longer just call her at the middle of the night to ask her something,or to just ask whether she has studied for the coming test the next day, I can no longer have ice- creams treats with her,she would no longer drop by my house to get some things frm me(she's moving to Gombak)and many other things that I am definitely gonna miss about her.

Muna, Kauthar, Bibah n I and the rest of her friends who went to her aqad went through these emotions. To many, I'm sure all of u share the same feelings as well. Our tears welled up hearing Mar's father's speech to Munawar. It was words of a father that love his daughter dearly and was trying to tell everybody that he is finally letting go of his beloved daughter to another person's hand,love,care and affection. The transition would mean that Munawar will then take the responsibility of Mar's future in his hands. It was words of trust.The most touching part was when her father described how her parents with all weaknesses had brought Mar up with all the essential Islamic values, from which verse and chapter of the holy Al-Quran, Mar's name was extracted which means 'THE BLESSED'. He also mentioned that to honour the meaning of Mar's name, the presence of Mar in her family has alwiz been blessed and is a source of happiness to both her parents and her siblings.The words used by Mar's father was the one that touched us the most.

It was hard for me to digest that Mar now belongs to someone else. That person would have all rights on her, he will have the responsibility to protect her,take care of her n would lead her life n her future.

But as soon as I saw the big smile, the grin, the glow on her face, I am now crying with happiness for her. The way they firmly held each other's hands, looked at each other, the way they teased each other n the way Mar pretended to be annoyed but she was not, I know now for sure that she's in safe hands n this has always been meant to be.

Mar you have made me cried once, and now after 2 years, you made me cry again. Crying of joy for your blessed happiness and marriage.

I will alwiz treasure the moments that we have shared together, though our special friendship was not free from some harsh obstacles, but we made it through. I will alwiz reminisce the sweet memories...especially the year that we without fail would go to Ct's confectionary everyday n get an almond bar each n will get frustrated if it's finished, and we promised that the next day that we will come earlier so that we will not miss it again.

Thanks Mar for being such a wonderful friend. I pray that all your dreams will come through and your marriage will always be blessed and may you and Munawar will always cherish and love each other until death set you both apart.By hving you in my life, you've touched my heart in so many ways,you've changed me to be a better person and finally Mar, I am very grateful and lucky to have a special friend like you.

Here are some words I would like to share with all of you:

" You get your I/C when you are 12, you can start to drive when you are 17,you are a Major when you are 18,you get to vote when you are 21 and you retire when you are 56, how old are you when you find true love? There is no age that is too old or too young to ever find true love.

LUV, HIDA