Who's Your Type? Your type is the Goofball

Laughter is the way to your heart. A guy with a great sense of humor is definitely the one for you! You want a Goofball, someone who can laugh at himself and make you laugh, too. There's no bigger turn-off than a guy who takes himself too seriously. You know that if a guy is silly, he's generally self-confident and secure. Your man is a people magnet and everyone's favorite friend. There's never a dull moment with your jokester nearby. You crave excitement and laughter, and your goofball enhances those things in your life. You probably think life is too short to spend it without a smile. Your goofy guy will ensure that that doesn't happen — his lighthearted and silly ways make everything a little bit brighter.

What Type Are You? You are the Girl Next Door

Cute, fun, and sweet, you're Sandra Bullock, Jennifer Aniston, and Meg Ryan all rolled up into one — the perfect Girl Next Door. Naturally pretty, unpretentious, and generous, you demand your share of respect, but you aren't particularly high-maintenance. What's your ideal date? Probably a Blockbuster night — you don't mind skipping an evening on the town if it means getting some old-fashioned snuggling on the sofa. Careful yet spontaneous, you're a little bit of the Guy's Girl, a smidge of Sorority Sister (the nice kind), and just a hint of the Hippie Chick. But you've got an appeal that's all your own, which is why the guys can't stay away. People are attracted to your strong values and traditional ways. Your winning smile, bright eyes, and loving nature will make anyone want to hold on tight and never let go.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? hida, you're a Laidback Lover Carefree and easy-going — that's your approach to love and life. Above all, you respect your boyfriend's beliefs, choices, and ideals, making you a trustworthy and supportive force in his decisions. Caring and thoughtful when it comes to your actions, you expect the same in return.Even if you spend every waking moment together, you want to feel like you have freedom and room to breathe. For you, it's important that you maintain your individuality so that you can continue to bring something unique to the relationship. After all, you gotta be you

Are You Bewitching? hida, your Attitude makes you bewitching

You know what they say — attitude is everything. And in your case, it's certainly one of your finest and most alluring characteristics.Leave the complications to other people. You know how to keep things lighthearted and upbeat. A free-spirit, you don't sweat the small stuff and prefer to take things in stride. Cheerful and laidback, you light up any room, party, or boring meeting with your dazzling personality — without even twinkling your nose. And that's bewitching. Keep it up!

Felt like writing something today... arghh... was not a really good day today, had some serious stomachache..had some vomitting then dozed off after taking two pain killers.. Anyway, later tonight I catched some great shows on tv, my favourite CSI New York and then the old season of Queer Eye For The Straight Guy. Suddenly, I'm having this huge crush on Thom Felicia, one of the queer guys. He is so great in decorating. Wonderful job again today,Thom!! Suddenly I've lost interest in Kyan. Maybe because he is too metrosexual. What am I thinking??? They are all gayssssssssssss...sssssssaaaadddd..waaa Anyway, which brings me to the real reason that I'm writing this entry. Carson(one of the Fab Five, the queer guy)was one of the judges for the Miss Universe 2005 tonight which by the way is won by Miss Canada. The male host interviewed Carson and asked his opinion on the girls and how he thinks of their style and dressing. And he said that he has never checked out girls before but now that he is actually judging them(which means that he has to judge frm the evening gowns to the bathing suits which are bikinis actually) he kinda like them and he said that it is pretty scary. The thing is I felt sad by his statement, the truth is God has created everyone to have the natural feeling for the opposite sex, and when he himself realized that, it scared him. The thing is, he is the one who has gone against nature. Not the feeling that he felt for the women.He is denying his own nature. I really enjoy the Fab Five show, but there are certain parts which are quite sensitive to our culture and beliefs. The part where they usually will have drinks and watch the straight guy through the cameras that are hidden in the guy's place. Anyway, there are certain parts like for example when the guy changes, they will be saying like things ooohh or ahhh, great body or biceps. There is this once, when Carson couldn't even watch the guy take off his shirt because it was too sexy for him. That sometimes make me laugh, the whole humour of the show, however, when I do reflect back, it is really insane and crazy. Imagine me gushing about a gals' s body... yuck.. all in all,it's still a good entertainment show, though they cud use some lesser expressions when they watch a guy(good-looking ones) change their clothes. Today, didn't go back to campus just yet. Cudn't drive due the stomach pain. Stayed home another day. My nieces were all clinging to me.. sad that I'll be going back tomorrow. Wow, exausted after having to take care of them..but it's nice when they go all cranky and only you can console them or just when they kiss you or hug you each time I carry them..KIDS..annoying yet adorable..love 'em.

DARI KEKASIH UNTUK KEKASIH

Entah berapa kali ku cuba

Membohong hati ini(ku ini)

Hebat dilanda rindu padamu

Namun semua alasan

lebur bagaikan

Awan berarak

Yang memang tak pernah abadi

Dan terlalu cepatnya berlalu

Pabila digiris angin

Dan mudah pula layu

Selepas ia melimpahkan

Titis-titis esa

Kini hatiku sangat terdesak

Untuk memilikmu

Agar di saat ku meneruskan

Sisa-sisa hidupku ini

Seperti manusia(yang punya kekasih)2x

This song is one of my favourites. It was sang by MAWI in the AF3 concert but I have to say he still can't beat Hattan's voice for this song. The words describe how I feel?? maybe not, maybe??

ILHAMKU

Beribu bintang di langit kini menghilang

Meraba aku dalam kelam

Rembulan mengambang kini makin suram

Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah

Sedetik wajahmu muncul dalam diam

Ada kerdipan ada sinar

Inikah bintang ataupun rembulan

Terima kasih ku ucapkan

Izinkan ku mencuri bayangan wajahmu

Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan dengan mu

Maafkanlah ohh

Andai lagu ini menganggu ruangan hidup mu

Kau senyumlah ohh

Sekadar memori kita di arena ini

Kau ilhamku 3x

dedicated to the beloved MALAYSIAN TEAM. this song carries too many sweet memories...can't wait to meet all of you in the post camp.

"Chariot"

Staring at a maple leaf

Leaning on the mother tree

I said to myself we all lost touch

Your favorite fruit is chocolate covered cherries

And seedless watermelon ohhhh

Nothing from the ground is good enough

Body rised

It puts over me

[Chorus:]

Oh chariot your golden waves

are walking down upon this face

Oh chariot I'm singing out loud

To guide me

Give me your:

Strength

Remember seeking moons rebirth

Rings made mirrors of the earth

The sun was just yellow energy

It is a living promise land

Even over fields of sand

Seasons fill my mind and

Cover me

From bringing back

More than a memory

[Chorus]

You'll be my vacation away from this place

You know what I want

Holding that cup,

It's pouring over the sides

Make me wanna spread my arms and fly

[Chorus]