Felt like writing something today... arghh... was not a really good day today, had some serious stomachache..had some vomitting then dozed off after taking two pain killers.. Anyway, later tonight I catched some great shows on tv, my favourite CSI New York and then the old season of Queer Eye For The Straight Guy. Suddenly, I'm having this huge crush on Thom Felicia, one of the queer guys. He is so great in decorating. Wonderful job again today,Thom!! Suddenly I've lost interest in Kyan. Maybe because he is too metrosexual. What am I thinking??? They are all gayssssssssssss...sssssssaaaadddd..waaa Anyway, which brings me to the real reason that I'm writing this entry. Carson(one of the Fab Five, the queer guy)was one of the judges for the Miss Universe 2005 tonight which by the way is won by Miss Canada. The male host interviewed Carson and asked his opinion on the girls and how he thinks of their style and dressing. And he said that he has never checked out girls before but now that he is actually judging them(which means that he has to judge frm the evening gowns to the bathing suits which are bikinis actually) he kinda like them and he said that it is pretty scary. The thing is I felt sad by his statement, the truth is God has created everyone to have the natural feeling for the opposite sex, and when he himself realized that, it scared him. The thing is, he is the one who has gone against nature. Not the feeling that he felt for the women.He is denying his own nature. I really enjoy the Fab Five show, but there are certain parts which are quite sensitive to our culture and beliefs. The part where they usually will have drinks and watch the straight guy through the cameras that are hidden in the guy's place. Anyway, there are certain parts like for example when the guy changes, they will be saying like things ooohh or ahhh, great body or biceps. There is this once, when Carson couldn't even watch the guy take off his shirt because it was too sexy for him. That sometimes make me laugh, the whole humour of the show, however, when I do reflect back, it is really insane and crazy. Imagine me gushing about a gals' s body... yuck.. all in all,it's still a good entertainment show, though they cud use some lesser expressions when they watch a guy(good-looking ones) change their clothes. Today, didn't go back to campus just yet. Cudn't drive due the stomach pain. Stayed home another day. My nieces were all clinging to me.. sad that I'll be going back tomorrow. Wow, exausted after having to take care of them..but it's nice when they go all cranky and only you can console them or just when they kiss you or hug you each time I carry them..KIDS..annoying yet adorable..love 'em.