holidays...

haha, it's great that finally the holidays are greeting me. i really need a break badly.most of my tests are over except 4 company law n client counselling finals 4 mooting class. after 2 weeks of finishing with my hectic schedule(millef), i actually had some space to breath. the week after i finished millef, i was again running off 2 finish my assignments.then had a test to cover.but the second week was the most trying(not da others aren't but note 'the most'). not only tht i had 3 major tests(don't even mention how i did for all those tests, that is another story all together) but with all the lectures tht we had to attend, tutorials which consists of doing tons of assignments.and plus i had to juggle that n the fact tht my dad was again readmitted to da hosp for some operations.to my certain friends, hope tht all of us will be strong in facing the test that has been given to us. we have realized our mistake n had apologized sincerely n accordingly n if we are not forgiven is because someone is selfish n immature. n if the situation remains the same then we are no longer at fault n shud not be blamed. this is been said after much discussion and matured thinking with some friends who are involved. on friday, after an exaustive n trying week, my friends n i made some plan to go out n exchange our much belated birthday presents. but due to some changes they cud not make it. as i really needed some time off, i decided to go out alone. n i am glad tht i made tht decision. i drove all the way 2 O.U, feling a little glad n free, n after 5 hours spending time all by myself, i found it truly remarkable n refreshing.had missed tht feeling for quite some time. all i did was catch a movie(catwoman,was good), n spend plenty2 of time shopping alone. later visited my dad n spent 3 hours with him. it really gave me a relief feeling. i came back tht nite, just in time to change b4 heading out 4 my client counselling practice with adib supervised by sir budiman.it was really unexpected when when we were commented tht we had not missed out a single structure n had divided our parts perfectly.n to top it off, sir said tht we were the best team 4 tht nite so far. u cud only imagine how adib n i felt at tht moment. amazingly proud n glad for ourselves. bukan nak perasan tp just happy tht we did well. i was so thankful that after all tht i hv been thru tht week,tht day had paid off all my sufferings n pain tht i had 2 go thru' for the week. in one day i had managed sucessfully to make myself very happy n confident, fulfilling my responsibility as a daughter n pleasing my lecturer. this is the sweetest gift Allah have bestowed upon me after this week's TESTS. as aliza said to me there is a hikmah over what has happened, n now i am proud n grateful to say that i have witnessed that beauty. PRAISE TO ALLAH!! ALLAHUAKBAR!!