lately, there are many things bothering my mind. i can't even recall the last time that my head was not filled with some work that need to be done. honestly, almost a month now in this semester, i feel like i really2, desperately need a break. it's unbelievable how third year is torturing u. i mean with all the things that we have to do for tutorials like sketches, debates, n bla2. mmglah it's going to benefit us in the future but sketches? though it's fun but actually it takes most of ur time, frm arranging meetings with group members to actually attending those discussions...arghh..then kena buat research lg, pastu bile dah buat penat2 tetibe tak cukup time, is it not wasting? but on another view, trying to rationalize here, it's true in the outside world. kite dah penat2 buat docs tp kalau salah takle submit kat ct, kena balik betulkan. dahla kena marah kat ct pastu balik kat office kena marah lagi gan bos. so anyway, if the docs are submitted but due to some technical problems then the case will be strike off by the judge n once again our hard work n effort is wasted. so ppl who are in the third year just bear with what we have to do right now, but with a few adjustments frm the lecturer won't hurt either. p/s: i don't know how i can cope with millef(pr central), closing ceremony(involved with performance), then classes n tutorials..cc competition...my dad being unwell(in the hosp)...n i had to quit convest...god, give me will n strength n energy!!