Who's Your Type? Your type is the Goofball

Laughter is the way to your heart. A guy with a great sense of humor is definitely the one for you! You want a Goofball, someone who can laugh at himself and make you laugh, too. There's no bigger turn-off than a guy who takes himself too seriously. You know that if a guy is silly, he's generally self-confident and secure. Your man is a people magnet and everyone's favorite friend. There's never a dull moment with your jokester nearby. You crave excitement and laughter, and your goofball enhances those things in your life. You probably think life is too short to spend it without a smile. Your goofy guy will ensure that that doesn't happen — his lighthearted and silly ways make everything a little bit brighter.

What Type Are You? You are the Girl Next Door

Cute, fun, and sweet, you're Sandra Bullock, Jennifer Aniston, and Meg Ryan all rolled up into one — the perfect Girl Next Door. Naturally pretty, unpretentious, and generous, you demand your share of respect, but you aren't particularly high-maintenance. What's your ideal date? Probably a Blockbuster night — you don't mind skipping an evening on the town if it means getting some old-fashioned snuggling on the sofa. Careful yet spontaneous, you're a little bit of the Guy's Girl, a smidge of Sorority Sister (the nice kind), and just a hint of the Hippie Chick. But you've got an appeal that's all your own, which is why the guys can't stay away. People are attracted to your strong values and traditional ways. Your winning smile, bright eyes, and loving nature will make anyone want to hold on tight and never let go.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? hida, you're a Laidback Lover Carefree and easy-going — that's your approach to love and life. Above all, you respect your boyfriend's beliefs, choices, and ideals, making you a trustworthy and supportive force in his decisions. Caring and thoughtful when it comes to your actions, you expect the same in return.Even if you spend every waking moment together, you want to feel like you have freedom and room to breathe. For you, it's important that you maintain your individuality so that you can continue to bring something unique to the relationship. After all, you gotta be you

Are You Bewitching? hida, your Attitude makes you bewitching

You know what they say — attitude is everything. And in your case, it's certainly one of your finest and most alluring characteristics.Leave the complications to other people. You know how to keep things lighthearted and upbeat. A free-spirit, you don't sweat the small stuff and prefer to take things in stride. Cheerful and laidback, you light up any room, party, or boring meeting with your dazzling personality — without even twinkling your nose. And that's bewitching. Keep it up!

Felt like writing something today... arghh... was not a really good day today, had some serious stomachache..had some vomitting then dozed off after taking two pain killers.. Anyway, later tonight I catched some great shows on tv, my favourite CSI New York and then the old season of Queer Eye For The Straight Guy. Suddenly, I'm having this huge crush on Thom Felicia, one of the queer guys. He is so great in decorating. Wonderful job again today,Thom!! Suddenly I've lost interest in Kyan. Maybe because he is too metrosexual. What am I thinking??? They are all gayssssssssssss...sssssssaaaadddd..waaa Anyway, which brings me to the real reason that I'm writing this entry. Carson(one of the Fab Five, the queer guy)was one of the judges for the Miss Universe 2005 tonight which by the way is won by Miss Canada. The male host interviewed Carson and asked his opinion on the girls and how he thinks of their style and dressing. And he said that he has never checked out girls before but now that he is actually judging them(which means that he has to judge frm the evening gowns to the bathing suits which are bikinis actually) he kinda like them and he said that it is pretty scary. The thing is I felt sad by his statement, the truth is God has created everyone to have the natural feeling for the opposite sex, and when he himself realized that, it scared him. The thing is, he is the one who has gone against nature. Not the feeling that he felt for the women.He is denying his own nature. I really enjoy the Fab Five show, but there are certain parts which are quite sensitive to our culture and beliefs. The part where they usually will have drinks and watch the straight guy through the cameras that are hidden in the guy's place. Anyway, there are certain parts like for example when the guy changes, they will be saying like things ooohh or ahhh, great body or biceps. There is this once, when Carson couldn't even watch the guy take off his shirt because it was too sexy for him. That sometimes make me laugh, the whole humour of the show, however, when I do reflect back, it is really insane and crazy. Imagine me gushing about a gals' s body... yuck.. all in all,it's still a good entertainment show, though they cud use some lesser expressions when they watch a guy(good-looking ones) change their clothes. Today, didn't go back to campus just yet. Cudn't drive due the stomach pain. Stayed home another day. My nieces were all clinging to me.. sad that I'll be going back tomorrow. Wow, exausted after having to take care of them..but it's nice when they go all cranky and only you can console them or just when they kiss you or hug you each time I carry them..KIDS..annoying yet adorable..love 'em.

DARI KEKASIH UNTUK KEKASIH

Entah berapa kali ku cuba

Membohong hati ini(ku ini)

Hebat dilanda rindu padamu

Namun semua alasan

lebur bagaikan

Awan berarak

Yang memang tak pernah abadi

Dan terlalu cepatnya berlalu

Pabila digiris angin

Dan mudah pula layu

Selepas ia melimpahkan

Titis-titis esa

Kini hatiku sangat terdesak

Untuk memilikmu

Agar di saat ku meneruskan

Sisa-sisa hidupku ini

Seperti manusia(yang punya kekasih)2x

This song is one of my favourites. It was sang by MAWI in the AF3 concert but I have to say he still can't beat Hattan's voice for this song. The words describe how I feel?? maybe not, maybe??

ILHAMKU

Beribu bintang di langit kini menghilang

Meraba aku dalam kelam

Rembulan mengambang kini makin suram

Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah

Sedetik wajahmu muncul dalam diam

Ada kerdipan ada sinar

Inikah bintang ataupun rembulan

Terima kasih ku ucapkan

Izinkan ku mencuri bayangan wajahmu

Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan dengan mu

Maafkanlah ohh

Andai lagu ini menganggu ruangan hidup mu

Kau senyumlah ohh

Sekadar memori kita di arena ini

Kau ilhamku 3x

dedicated to the beloved MALAYSIAN TEAM. this song carries too many sweet memories...can't wait to meet all of you in the post camp.

"Chariot"

Staring at a maple leaf

Leaning on the mother tree

I said to myself we all lost touch

Your favorite fruit is chocolate covered cherries

And seedless watermelon ohhhh

Nothing from the ground is good enough

Body rised

It puts over me

[Chorus:]

Oh chariot your golden waves

are walking down upon this face

Oh chariot I'm singing out loud

To guide me

Give me your:

Strength

Remember seeking moons rebirth

Rings made mirrors of the earth

The sun was just yellow energy

It is a living promise land

Even over fields of sand

Seasons fill my mind and

Cover me

From bringing back

More than a memory

[Chorus]

You'll be my vacation away from this place

You know what I want

Holding that cup,

It's pouring over the sides

Make me wanna spread my arms and fly

[Chorus]

nothing much

There's nothing to share lately. There are some things I believe I rather keep it to myself or just disclose it to my closest friends.

But the nature in me, is to alwiz jot down something here. I really appreciate to those who have actually taken the time to read my blog, boy, I sure hope that at least some of you got something out of it.

A special thanks to Nasreen, she even wrote a testimonial about me and my blog in friendster.Hope that you will continue to read my blog.

Just also wanna share my bundle of happiness when almost two weeks ago, my eldest sister has alhamdulillah delivered a baby boy. Finally the first ever in the history of ENCIK WAN AHMAD NASIR AND PUAN ZAWIYAH HAJI ALI,there a boy was borned. It has been a series of ladies beginnng with us the all women generation(my sisters and I), then came my two nieces.

His name is Aliff Akmal. I named him after refering to many Islamic books which bears the meaning 'the most perfect companion' (teman setia yang paling sempurna). We call him Akmal which means the most perfect (yang paling sempurna). His name was chosen by the majority votes cast by my family members. My sister had other names in mind but everyone loved this one. Credits to me,haha. After all, it matches with his sister's name, Anis Alysya.

Soon, I'll be facing my finals. whoa...so fast huh? Was just enjoying the relaxing hours of classes and rest,haha. Then comes the post camp that I have to attend in Penang. To those yg live in Penang and don't mind of offering me a place to stay before my camp starts, please do tell me. My camp will be in georgetown, so rumah sesapa yg dekat kat situ la. tak mau jauh2..Just wanna have a few days to feel relaxed there and have a holiday as well..So anybody do tell me ya..

I'M SORRY FOR THE HURT I'VE CAUSED YOU,

I'M SORRY FOR THE PAIN I'VE DONE,

I'M SORRY FOR THE MISTAKES I'VE MADE,

I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING.

IF ONE DAY I'M THROUGH AND GONE,

PLEASE FORGIVE ME,PLEASE DO,

PLEASE REMEMBER ME NOT FOR THE WRONGS

THAT I'VE COMMITTED;

BUT PLEASE REMEMBER ME FOR THE GOOD

THINGS I'VE DONE WITH YOU.

I'M SORRY!!

I dedicate this poem to all my friends that have touched my life thru' this course of friendship, especially to FAD, ASMA,NADIA,BARAQ,MAR,LIA,IRA,MAZNIFA,KHAIRIE,AGKILLAH,BAKI,SHIREEN,NICHOLAS,JIMMY,HAFEEZ

n the rest of my entire friends.Happy friendship day!!

I really hate it when I have done writing down everything for my new entry but then suddenly it just dissapears..ARGHHHHH....... Anyway, the life dull begins, or I thought so but no I was wrong. Actually I am enjoying this semester more than ever. The thing that is so ironic is that this is the first time that I decided to take any classes during the short semester. All these years, I have fulfilled the duty of a good sister.Both my sisters have been planning to give birth during my 3 months break and I might say that it is a success till now. You see they plan it every year when they want to get pregnant and also give birth which happens to be in the short sem. They take turns you know, amazing isn't it? This is the third year, and it's now kaklong's turn again. The reason is that so I can take care of them or the baby. However, while waiting for her due date, I decided to take classes anyway. After all, this is my final year.Unbelievable.. Last week was one of the best weeks that I ever had in life. I was in Midvalley every single day since Tuesday catching up movies. They had some Holland movie festivals, thus Nadia n I couldn't miss it. We only however managed to catch only two movies and they were great and superb. Regretted that I cudn't watch all as I was running a tight budget but all in all, it was really fun. Phew, all the money. Impressive that I could watch four movies straight in a week. Then the four of us, Fad, Nadia, Atie n I enjoyed the International Music Festival in Istana Budaya last Wednesday. It was really entertaining. Luckily the admission was free. This week's project is to catch the movie ' Tentang Dia' which is long over dued. The reason was because my bestfriend and I planned to watch it last Wednesday but as there were changes of plan we watched ' In Good Company' instead. But it is okay. Thus I'm trying to catch it this week. Then I must go and watch my dear friend Baki act in the play tittled TARTUFFE in Actors Studio in Bangsar. I've been dying to watch him act, though the ticket is rather expensive but on the account of friends, what is a little money?? Next week is my first test and I'm not sure of what I have studied so far.. blame it on the movies.. Another thing that adds to my happiness is that my aunts are all busy inviting our families and cousins to their house every week. Really happy to see them. Been missing them for quite some time. Guess now that we are meeting up quite frequent, the more gossips I can scoop, yippie!! Just like the old days.. p/s: I have put some new pictures on my picture gallery. I'll put more asap. For the time being,check it out!!

WHAT DEGREE IS FIT FOR ME???

MY RESULTS: A degree in Business and Marketing is right for you If there's one thing you want from your future, it's to be in charge of it. While you're happy to hear what others think, you usually have a clear plan for all of the things you want. And once you've made up your mind, it's not easy to get you off that path. You're a smooth operator who gets along well with people, but you also make sure that everyone knows exactly what you think.

My comment: emm now i really have to rethink about my law degree. Come to think of it, i do have a bussiness mind(as I quote frm my roomates, K.Wati n Maz " Hida ni semua benda nak buat bussiness". Them commenting on me as I planned to sell cookies to making sandwiches to selling magazines n to selling everything that is in our room to turn it into a bussiness. so far I only managed to have a vcd renting bussiness.

On a second note, MARKETING??? Is that why I am always known as the promoter of everything. I managed to be the PUBLICITY AND PROMOTION COMMITTEE almost for all programs.REAL TALENT ON THAT, I MUST SAY!!hehe

ARE YOU FIT TO COMMIT??

THE RESULTS FOR ME!!!

hida, you're fit to commit because you know what you want You don't need us to tell you that you're on the right track. A cool and confident person, you know what you want; now it's just a matter of finding it. Even more important, you know that love is about much more than what kind of clothes they wear or car they drive. And you're ready to make it work.You've gotten to a place where you are happy with your life, and you're ready to share it with someone special. So whether you've found them or are still looking, know that this time, you'll get what you want.

DEDICATED ESPECIALLY FOR MAR

There has been much emotions for the past week. Since the beginning of holidays, I have been helping Mar out for her wedding. Before that she officially appointed me as her brides maid. I felt shocked and honoured at the same time.

The days past by and yet there were so many things to do. Poor Mar as she didn't have the time before as she was having her finals.

We tried to do as many things possible, to trying out her wedding outfit, finding the suitable tudungs(scarfs), then makeup search and the makeup tryout at the Bobbi Brown beauty parlour to her Mak Usu testing it on her, then went to search her wedding body treatment such as spa, mandi lulur, does that mean sauna(not sure) n manicure.Phew, I think I sure do know now what really are the preparations to a wedding(all just for a day occasion which leads to a lifetime), though both my older sisters are already married.(did not go through the process with them).

Then finally, the big day came. By the time that I came to her house, she was already dressed n ready. She whispered to me saying that she was nervous. For the first time, after 2 weeks of her wedding preparations, did she felt that way. All week long, every time I asked her, she would say that she didn't feel nervous, that she felt normal(as in not nervous).She even said that she had no feelings(it must be due to the exaustion that she felt 4 the preparations).It really made me think about the transition that she has to go through in a matter of hours only.

The night before her aqad(the solemnization of the marriage), I kept thinking that tomorrow, Mar would not longer be our single carefree friend. She can no longer hang-out with me as much as I like her to. We can no longer meet for long hours and just chat about how life would turn out to be,we can no longer browse books too long at the MPH like we used to or even just hang-out at Giant n then run back in after going out just to discover that she or me has left something(THAT HAPPENS ALMOST ALL THE TIME), I can no longer go to her room in college n just watch vcd and hv an overnight there as well.I can no longer just call her at the middle of the night to ask her something,or to just ask whether she has studied for the coming test the next day, I can no longer have ice- creams treats with her,she would no longer drop by my house to get some things frm me(she's moving to Gombak)and many other things that I am definitely gonna miss about her.

Muna, Kauthar, Bibah n I and the rest of her friends who went to her aqad went through these emotions. To many, I'm sure all of u share the same feelings as well. Our tears welled up hearing Mar's father's speech to Munawar. It was words of a father that love his daughter dearly and was trying to tell everybody that he is finally letting go of his beloved daughter to another person's hand,love,care and affection. The transition would mean that Munawar will then take the responsibility of Mar's future in his hands. It was words of trust.The most touching part was when her father described how her parents with all weaknesses had brought Mar up with all the essential Islamic values, from which verse and chapter of the holy Al-Quran, Mar's name was extracted which means 'THE BLESSED'. He also mentioned that to honour the meaning of Mar's name, the presence of Mar in her family has alwiz been blessed and is a source of happiness to both her parents and her siblings.The words used by Mar's father was the one that touched us the most.

It was hard for me to digest that Mar now belongs to someone else. That person would have all rights on her, he will have the responsibility to protect her,take care of her n would lead her life n her future.

But as soon as I saw the big smile, the grin, the glow on her face, I am now crying with happiness for her. The way they firmly held each other's hands, looked at each other, the way they teased each other n the way Mar pretended to be annoyed but she was not, I know now for sure that she's in safe hands n this has always been meant to be.

Mar you have made me cried once, and now after 2 years, you made me cry again. Crying of joy for your blessed happiness and marriage.

I will alwiz treasure the moments that we have shared together, though our special friendship was not free from some harsh obstacles, but we made it through. I will alwiz reminisce the sweet memories...especially the year that we without fail would go to Ct's confectionary everyday n get an almond bar each n will get frustrated if it's finished, and we promised that the next day that we will come earlier so that we will not miss it again.

Thanks Mar for being such a wonderful friend. I pray that all your dreams will come through and your marriage will always be blessed and may you and Munawar will always cherish and love each other until death set you both apart.By hving you in my life, you've touched my heart in so many ways,you've changed me to be a better person and finally Mar, I am very grateful and lucky to have a special friend like you.

Here are some words I would like to share with all of you:

" You get your I/C when you are 12, you can start to drive when you are 17,you are a Major when you are 18,you get to vote when you are 21 and you retire when you are 56, how old are you when you find true love? There is no age that is too old or too young to ever find true love.

LUV, HIDA

Artist: Green Day

Song: Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

Album: American Idiot

I walk a lonely road

The only one that I have ever known

Don't know were it goes

But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street

On the Boulevard of broken dreams

Were the city sleeps

And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone I walk alone

I walk alone and I walk a-

My shadows the only one that walks beside me

My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

'Till then I'll walk alone

Ah..ah..

I'm walking down the line

That divides me somewhere in my mind

On the border line of the edge

And where I walk alone

Read between the lines

What's fucked up and everything's alright

Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive

And I walk alone

I walk alone

I walk alone

I walk alone and

I walk a-

My shadows the only one that walks beside me

My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

'Till then I'll walk alone

Ah..ah..I walk alone

and I walk a-I walk this empty street

On the Boulevard of broken dreams

Were the city sleeps

And I'm the only one

and I walk a-

My shadows the only one that walks beside me

My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

'Till then I'll walk alone

Artist: Yellowcard

Song: Only One

Album: Ocean Avenue

Broken this fragile thing now

And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces

And I've thrown my words all around

But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)

And I give up (I give up)

I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do

You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down

And I can't, I can't hold on for too long

Ran my whole life in the ground

And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)

I feel like giving up (like giving up)

I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do

You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly

Leave a note for you my only one

And I know you can see right through me

So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, there's just no one, no one like you

You are my only, my only one

My only one

My only one

My only one

You are my only, my only one

RoB tHoMaS dArLinG..LONELY NO MORE

Now it seems to me

That you know just what to say

But words are only words

Can you show me something else

Can you swear to me

That you'll always be this way

Show me how you feel

More than ever baby

[Chorus:]

I don't wanna be lonely no more

I don't wanna have to pay for this

I don't want another lover at my door

It's just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more

You know I could never stand for this

So when you tell me that you love me know for sure

I don't wanna be lonely anymore

Whoa, whoa, ho, oh whoa [2x]

Now it's hard for me

When my heart's still on the mend

Open up to me

Like you do your girlfriends

And you sing to me and it's hardly

Girl what you do to me is everything

Make me say anything just to get you back again

Why can't we just try

[Chorus]

What if I was good to you

What if you were good to me

What if I could hold you till

I feel you move inside of me

What if it was paradise

And what if we were symphonies

What if I give all my life to

Find some way to stand beside you

[Chorus]

Whoa, whoa, ho, oh whoa

Whoa, whoa, ho, oh whoa

(I don't wanna be lonely anymore)

Whoa, whoa, ho, oh whoa

(I don't wanna be lonely no more) [2x]

Whoa, whoa, ho, oh whoa

I don't wanna be lonely anymore

BEAUTIFUL SOUL BY JESSE MCARTNEY

BEAUTIFUL SOUL BY JESSE MCARTNEY

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I wont let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special

To you I'd be always faithful

I want to be what you always needed

Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I wont let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over

But im just fine moving forward

I'll ease your mind

If you give me the chance

I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I wont let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you

Baby do you think you could want me too

I don't wanna waste your time

Do you see things the way I do

I just wanna know if you feel it too

There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

YOU & ME BY LIFEHOUSE

YOU & ME BY LIFEHOUSE

what day is it

and in what month

this clock never seemed so alive

I can't keep up and I can't back down

I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people

with nothing to do

nothing to lose

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say

just aren't coming out right

I'm tripping inwards

you got my head spinning

I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people

with nothing to do

nothing to prove

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now

I can't quite figure out

everything she does is beautiful

everything she does is right

you and me and all of the people

with nothing to do

nothing to lose

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

you and me and all of the people

with nothing to do

nothing to prove

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it

and in what month

this clock never seemed so alive

LET ME GO BY 3 DOORS DOWN

LET ME GO BY 3 DOORS DOWN

One more kiss could be the best thing

Or one more lie could be the worst

And all these thoughts are never resting

And your not something I deserve

CHORUS

In my head there's only you now

This world falls on me

In this world there's real and make believe

And this seems real to me

And you love me but you don't know who I am

I'm torn between this life

I lead and where I stand

And you love me but you don't know who I am

So let me go, let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for

And I turn my back on loving you

How can this love be a good thing

And I know what I'm going through

CHORUS

In my head there's only you now

This world falls on me

In this world there's real and make believe

And this seems real to me

And you love me but you don't know who I am

I'm torn between this life I lead

and where I stand

And you love me but you don't know who I am

So let me go, just let me go, let me go

And no matter how hard I try

I can't escape these things inside I know, I know

But all the pieces fall apart

You will be the only one who knows,

who knows

You love me but you don't know who I am

I'm torn between this life I lead

and where I stand

And you love me but you don't know who I am

So let me go, just let me go(you don't know)

You love me but you don't

You love me but you don't(you don't know)

You love me but you don't know who I am

(you don't know)

You love me but you don't

You love me but you don't(you don't know)

You love me but you don't know me