Artist: Green Day

Song: Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

Album: American Idiot

I walk a lonely road

The only one that I have ever known

Don't know were it goes

But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street

On the Boulevard of broken dreams

Were the city sleeps

And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone I walk alone

I walk alone and I walk a-

My shadows the only one that walks beside me

My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

'Till then I'll walk alone

Ah..ah..

I'm walking down the line

That divides me somewhere in my mind

On the border line of the edge

And where I walk alone

Read between the lines

What's fucked up and everything's alright

Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive

And I walk alone

I walk alone

I walk alone

I walk alone and

I walk a-

My shadows the only one that walks beside me

My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

'Till then I'll walk alone

Ah..ah..I walk alone

and I walk a-I walk this empty street

On the Boulevard of broken dreams

Were the city sleeps

And I'm the only one

and I walk a-

My shadows the only one that walks beside me

My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

'Till then I'll walk alone

Artist: Yellowcard

Song: Only One

Album: Ocean Avenue

Broken this fragile thing now

And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces

And I've thrown my words all around

But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)

And I give up (I give up)

I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do

You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down

And I can't, I can't hold on for too long

Ran my whole life in the ground

And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)

I feel like giving up (like giving up)

I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do

You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly

Leave a note for you my only one

And I know you can see right through me

So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, there's just no one, no one like you

You are my only, my only one

My only one

My only one

My only one

You are my only, my only one

RoB tHoMaS dArLinG..LONELY NO MORE

Now it seems to me

That you know just what to say

But words are only words

Can you show me something else

Can you swear to me

That you'll always be this way

Show me how you feel

More than ever baby

[Chorus:]

I don't wanna be lonely no more

I don't wanna have to pay for this

I don't want another lover at my door

It's just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more

You know I could never stand for this

So when you tell me that you love me know for sure

I don't wanna be lonely anymore

Whoa, whoa, ho, oh whoa [2x]

Now it's hard for me

When my heart's still on the mend

Open up to me

Like you do your girlfriends

And you sing to me and it's hardly

Girl what you do to me is everything

Make me say anything just to get you back again

Why can't we just try

[Chorus]

What if I was good to you

What if you were good to me

What if I could hold you till

I feel you move inside of me

What if it was paradise

And what if we were symphonies

What if I give all my life to

Find some way to stand beside you

[Chorus]

Whoa, whoa, ho, oh whoa

Whoa, whoa, ho, oh whoa

(I don't wanna be lonely anymore)

Whoa, whoa, ho, oh whoa

(I don't wanna be lonely no more) [2x]

Whoa, whoa, ho, oh whoa

I don't wanna be lonely anymore

BEAUTIFUL SOUL BY JESSE MCARTNEY

BEAUTIFUL SOUL BY JESSE MCARTNEY

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I wont let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special

To you I'd be always faithful

I want to be what you always needed

Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I wont let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over

But im just fine moving forward

I'll ease your mind

If you give me the chance

I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I wont let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you

Baby do you think you could want me too

I don't wanna waste your time

Do you see things the way I do

I just wanna know if you feel it too

There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

YOU & ME BY LIFEHOUSE

YOU & ME BY LIFEHOUSE

what day is it

and in what month

this clock never seemed so alive

I can't keep up and I can't back down

I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people

with nothing to do

nothing to lose

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say

just aren't coming out right

I'm tripping inwards

you got my head spinning

I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people

with nothing to do

nothing to prove

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now

I can't quite figure out

everything she does is beautiful

everything she does is right

you and me and all of the people

with nothing to do

nothing to lose

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

you and me and all of the people

with nothing to do

nothing to prove

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it

and in what month

this clock never seemed so alive

LET ME GO BY 3 DOORS DOWN

LET ME GO BY 3 DOORS DOWN

One more kiss could be the best thing

Or one more lie could be the worst

And all these thoughts are never resting

And your not something I deserve

CHORUS

In my head there's only you now

This world falls on me

In this world there's real and make believe

And this seems real to me

And you love me but you don't know who I am

I'm torn between this life

I lead and where I stand

And you love me but you don't know who I am

So let me go, let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for

And I turn my back on loving you

How can this love be a good thing

And I know what I'm going through

CHORUS

In my head there's only you now

This world falls on me

In this world there's real and make believe

And this seems real to me

And you love me but you don't know who I am

I'm torn between this life I lead

and where I stand

And you love me but you don't know who I am

So let me go, just let me go, let me go

And no matter how hard I try

I can't escape these things inside I know, I know

But all the pieces fall apart

You will be the only one who knows,

who knows

You love me but you don't know who I am

I'm torn between this life I lead

and where I stand

And you love me but you don't know who I am

So let me go, just let me go(you don't know)

You love me but you don't

You love me but you don't(you don't know)

You love me but you don't know who I am

(you don't know)

You love me but you don't

You love me but you don't(you don't know)

You love me but you don't know me

DON'T QUIT

When things go wrong,

as there sometimes will,

When the road you are trudging,

seems all up hill,

When the funds are low

and the debts are high,

and you want to smile

but you have to sigh.

When care is pressing

you down a bit,

Rest if you must but

don't you quit.

Life is queer

with it's twist and turn,

As everyone of us

sometimes learn,

and many a failure

turns about,

when he might have worn

had he stuck it out.

Don't give up though

the pace seems slow,

You may have succeed

with another blow.

Success is failure

turned inside out,

The silver tint of

the clouds of doubt,

and you never can tell

how close you are.

It may be near

when it seems so far,

So stick to the five

when you are hardest,

It is when things

seems worse,

THAT YOU MUST NOT QUIT !!

FAVOURITE SONGS

Papa Roach - Scars Lyrics [Chorus:]

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

My scars remind me that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

I'm pissed cause you came around

Why don't you just go home

Cause you channel all your pain

And I can't help you fix yourself

Your making me insane

All I can say is

[Chorus]

I tried to help you once

A kiss will only vise

I saw you going down

But you never realized

That your drowning in the water

So I offered you my hand

Compassions in my nature

Tonight is our last dance

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

You shouldn't ever came around

Why don't you just go home?

Cause your drowning in the water

And I tried to grab your hand

And I left my heart open

But you didn't understand

But you didn't understand

You fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry

but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]

Song: Mocking Bird

[ Intro ]

YeahI know sometimes things

might not always make sense to you right now

But hey, what daddy always tell you?

Straighten up little soldier

Stiffen up that upper lip

What'chu crying about?

You got me..

[ Verse 1 ]

Hailie, I know you miss your mom

And I know you miss your dad

when I’m gone

But I’m trying to give you the life that I never had

I can see you’re sad

Even when you smile

Even when you laugh

I can see it in your eyes

Deep inside, you wanna cry

Cuz you’re scaredI ain’t there?

Daddy’s with you in your prayers

No more crying

Wipe them tears

Daddy’s here

No more nightmares

We gonna pull together through it

We gon’ do it

Laini, uncle’s crazy ain’t he?

Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it

We’re all we got in this world

When it spins When it swirls

When it whirls When it twirls

Two little beautiful girls

Looking puzzled, in a daze

I know it’s confusing you

Daddy’s always on the move

Mama’s always on the news

I try to keep you sheltered from it

But somehow it seems,

the harder that I try to do that

the more it backfires on me

All the things, growing up

As daddy that he had to see

Daddy don’t want you to see

But you see just as much as me (to see?)

That we did not plan it to be this way

You’re mother and me

But things have got so bad between us

I don’t see us ever beingTogether ever again

Like we used to be when was teenagers

But then of coarse

Everything always happens for a reason

I guess it was never meant to be

But it’s just something

We have no control over

And that’s what destiny is

But no more worries

Rest your head and go to sleep

Maybe one day we’ll wake up

And this will all just be a dream

[ Chorus ]

Now hush little baby don’t you cry

Everythings gonna be alright

Stiffen that upper lip up little lady

I told ya, daddy’s here to hold ya

Through the night

I know mommy’s not here right now

and we don’t know why

We feel how we feel inside

It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby

But I promise, Mama’s gonna be alright

[ Verse 2 ]

It’s funny

I remember back one year

when daddy had no money

Mommy wrapped the Christamas presents up

and stuck them under the tree

and said some of them were from me

Cos daddy couldn’t buy ‘em

I’ll never forget that Christmas

I sat up the whole night cryin’

Cuz daddy felt like a bum

See dadday had a job

But his job was to keep the food on the table

for you and mom

And at the time every house that we lived in

Either kept getting broken into

and robbed or shot up on the block

And your mom, was saving money

For you in a jar trying to start a piggy bank for you

So you can go to college

Almost had a thousand dollars

Till someone broke in and stole it

And I know it hurt so bad it broke your mama’s heart

And it seemed like everything was just starting to fall apart

Mom and dads was arguing a lot

So mama moved back on the Chalmers

and the flatOne bedroom apartment

And dad moved back to the other side of 8 mile on Novarra

And that’s when daddy went to California with his CD

And met Dr. Dre and flew you and Mama out to see me

But daddy had to work

You and mama had to leave me

Then you started seeing daddy on the TV

And mama didn’t like it

And you and Laini were too young to understand it

Papa was a rolling stone

mama developed a habit and

it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it

I’m just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand

Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud

Now I’m sittin’ in this empty house, just reminiscin’

Looking at your baby pictures it just trips me out

To see how much you both have grown

It’s almost like your sisters now

Wow, I guess you pretty much are

And daddy’s still here

Laini I’m talking to you too

Daddy’s still hereI like the sound of that, yeah

It’s got a ring to it, don’t it?

Shhh, mama’s only gone for the moment

[ Chorus ]

Now hush little baby don’t you cry

Everythings gonna be alright

Stiffen that upper lip up little lady

I told ya daddy’s here to hold ya

Through the night

I know mommy’s not here right now

and we don’t know why

We feel how we feel inside

It may seem a little crazy pretty baby

But I promise

Mama’s gonna be alright

[ Outro]

And if you ask me to,

Daddy’s gonna buy you a mocking bird

I’ma give you the world

I’ma buy a diamond ring for you

I’ma sing for you,

I’ll do anything for you to see you smile

And if the mockingbird don’t sing

and the ring don’t shine

I’ma break that birdy’s neck

I’ll go back to the Jeweler who sold it to ya

And make him eat every karat

Don’t fuck wit dad.haha

back to holidays

haha, tak sangka that my mother was just laughing out when i told her that i appeared in the magazine besides ct nurhaliza. my family which includes my sisters n my brother in-laws were really laughing out loud. so u see the going to klia become a non- issue at all. except my dad who were quite not as excited as the rest, i guess to him i would still be his little daughter that he worries. even my sisters who are practically mothers now get the same worried face frm my father if they come back late frm work. i don't blame him, after all there are just too many bad ppl nowdays. they celebrated my belated birhtday tonight. funny as it is, but at this age, i am not that eager to celebrate birthdays anymore, just so long as they remember me in their prayers, but come to think of it, their presents shud not go to waste either,hehe.. finally, the internet at home is working. it wud have been really tormenting for me as i spent half of my life online, i wouldn't know what to do if there wasn't any good shows on tv, this is where i resort to and if it was not working??? but thankfully it is. felt good just now talking to lia, it has been quite some time since we had a proper chat..and then my ex gave me a call. felt really bad, did something to hurt his feeling. but i never intended it. why is it so hard to be friends when everything is over between u and him?? i mean i really thought he has moved on, he even has a new girlfriend so why is he still hoping for me??arghh..

Mar mak kawin! mar nak kawin yea yea. macam aku plak yg nak kawin,haha tak sabar nak tunggu cuti ni, byk benda nak buat. nak kuar gan all my friends yg dah lama tak jumpa. zura, maznifa, jasmin and sesape lagi la. then my family is gonna make a birthday party for me. wee, can't wait, combine with my nieces nye. tak sangka dah besar dah dua2. alysya nak masuk 2thn and nadiah nak masuk setahun. tak lama lagi kaklong aku plak nak bsalin. wow, tambah family member lagila nampaknya. pastu nak teman mar try baju kawin die, nak gi buat spa la...obviously for the wedding preparations..best nye can't wait.. pastu nak kuar tgk wayang hopefully jadik dgn a certain bestfriend of mine, baraq. die ni nak dgr gossip aku je, after all he holds the tittle gossip king.tp dah jatuh darjat sket, a bit outdated,haha. kena amik sources dr aku plak. pastu nak buat attachment kat shooklin, one building with my kakngah nye office. kakngah here i come, let's have lunch everyday at starbucks. also, not to forget the fun nights that i had aritu. sem ni nye exam mmg tak insaf lgsg, bukan dah nak naik final year, makin insaf tp makin selamba. ari tu, esok nak paper company,mlm tu gi anta fad, asma n the rest to klia. siap tunggu alexis lagi sampai dah lambat nak balik uia. nasib baik pak guard baik(kat main gate) n nak masuk kolej, pak guard sorg 2 ttido.mlm tu gakla masuk tv n mag hai coz jumpa ct.. then ari tu abis je paper usul fiqh, gi makan kat jj,padahal esok tu paper eps bturut. oh, yeah sblm gi klia tu dah gi teman mar jumpa jimmy nak pass gamba,mlm gak. then after je paper eps, mlm tu terus bawak mar,nik n nadia gi tgk short film kat help institute. best la, dapat jumpa james lee(the director of beautiful washing machine) yg bakal ditayangkan di cinemas.ala, klau tak tau, die yg byk menang award kat international film festivals. comel gak la die. then borak plak gan plakon sepet,linus. die jadi ah keong dlm cite sepet. banyakla gossip yg dikutip, like the real ending of sepet. dierg shoot tp tak tunjuk.sampai ada tiga ending.and the behind scenes of sepet nye shooting.check out his blog at my list of friends. pastu sblm tu, james lee who is practically married to his camera, asyik dok amik muka aku je. dahla kitaorg duduk depan skali gan smuanya gang aku pakai tudung, tetibe aku plak asyik makan biskut, share gan alexis. pastu baru aku tau, dierg kenal siapa alexis. die yg celebrity malam tu. aku plak blur. rupanya die guest of honour. yela, international film critic la katakan. so gonna miss them, zaki n gita frm indonesia n alexis frm phillipines.bile la nak buat reunion camp ni??m'sian team pun susah nak jumpa. pastu dahla dierg nak buat entry baru of short film for the new festivals. tajuk is about tudung. dahla sblm tu, aku dah mmg teringin nak buat short-film, inspired by those that i have watched. tetibe entry punya theme same gan idea aku. aku nak buat pasal the daily lives of a person who wears tudung. who have desires and needs like others. satu scene aku bayangkan, kitaorg clubbing tp dlm bilik, haha. asma, that goes out to u. tp kena hire org yg tak pakai tudung la. tp tak tau sape yg nak shootkan. p/s: yg best tu jumpa ada this guy yg became the mc that night, very cute n looks so familiar. he joined us when we talked with linus about sepet, pastu linus siap promote die lg cakap die single. trus blush,haha. tp kitarg smua buat don't know coz smua nak sibuk dgr ending sepet so kitarg angguk n trus n so linus, the rest?? sian fahmi tu kena ignore. pastu tetibe aku kate kat nadia, myesal aku tak mintak no dia,tp i console myself by saying that i am coming this weekend 4 da phillipines nye short-film, i'm sure he'll be there. hope he's still single by then. pastu baru tau smlm yg die host rancangan dlm tv short-cuts or something on films, produced by james lee. patutla muka mcm familiar sgt. apalagi, lepas ni definitely nak kena jumpa die lagi.. pastu sedih dapat tau, acc to linus plakon jason dlm sepet tu baik sgt, tak penah minum,mrokok n tak penah ada galfriend. tetibe skang baru ada galfriend, melayu plak tu..melalak lah kitaorg..

UPDATES

sorila dah lama tak update. i apologized to those who have been waiting for any new news frm me. well, akhirnya i'm free. free frm all exams. i really pray that i will have better results this time around.amin. where to begin, i'm sure this will definitely be a long one. balik dari camp in indonesia, mar n ira was still having the camp blues and i was movin on fast. balik je, my job awaits me that is the counsellor for my friends, and as having the the tittle of gossip queen, kenala keep up to date with all that was happening, nanti hilang tittle plak,haha. then i got carried away with all the pressure of catching-up n going to classes. tak sedar tetibe, dah nak exam. then here i am updating u on my life. entahla tak tau ape nak tulis though many things have happened to me. the best part is that sejak taun lepas asyik jumpa artis, n now i have a collection of their pictures with me. first i met zizan, in front of uia, my god..he was my long term crush, how cud i not talk to him. we(my friends n i n not with zizan)went back to my room to get my camera. after meeting him, not long after that, i met anuar zain at the shah alam mall. die beli lenses n i was doing my shopping spree. dgn muka tebalnya gi la amik kamera in the car n ask his friends to take pictureof me with him.tp kawan2 die lg cute. myesal plak tak amik gamba gan dierg, dahla siap offer diri, tp masa tu jual mahal,konon. star-struck la katakan. and guess what?? i did the stupidest thing i said to him, congratulations if u are going to get married. am i crazy or what?? then a month later, we were at the klia to fly to indonesia for the camp, n i met farah, fitri, kaer, edlin, zarina, zahid, anding of af2. i am a big fan of farah n fitri, and this was like a dream come true.so ape lagi amik gamba gan diergla. and recently,nadia, mitch and i went to klia to sent off our friends who were going to d.c(they are in the finals.they defeated at least 106 law schools around the world, u do us proud jessupers!!) n it juz so happens that ct nurhaliza was going to london as well on the very same night. n ape lagi, biasala me want to take every oportunity that i can to be in the limelight, thus we went to see them which was aizuddin, asma, boy and i.at first, i was lazy to coz i did not have any camera with me but asma was practically waving hers in front of my face, then ape lagi makin lajula melangkah. asma n i had our own agenda. we were only interested wif fadzley which was wif ct but aizuddin and boy are totally hooked on ct.so the four of us made our way thru'. tak sangka plak die tgh buat press conference plak masa tu. n i was standing directly behind all the reporters that were interviewing her.then this english couple came and asked us whether that was ct nurhaliza. we promoted her though we did not fancy her at all, me n asma. pastu asma bile jumpa english ppl, mulala accent british die kuar. kuat betul kiteorg gelak sampai fadzley pun asyik tgk kiterg je gan jelingan yg tajam.then we gossiped further which irritated fadzley more,haha. yelah, ct was talking very ayu one, like she cannot speak louder so the reporters had trouble listening to her i guess.well, me n asma will alwiz be us though we were on national tv.loud n not ashamed.. then asma was taking pictures with her new camera(her dad gave it to her as a present for going to dc), and it flashed directly at ct, dah la amik sampai 5 to 6 kali. org lain smua amik guna camera fon, mane ada flash, lagila fadzley bengang. then suddenly, i saw the cameras(melodi n rtm) recording my picture n i turned my back n faced aizuddin. and he was asking apsal u pusing kat i? i said " my mom is not suposed to know i'm here"( we were having exams the very next day)n the mat salleh replied "ur mum doesn't know u're here n u are on national news n tv?" n i said " i know" with a worried face. there goes.. finally we got to take a picture with fadzley, very sombong..benci die..then amik gamba ct sorg. asma took directly in front of her face.asma suruh die posing for her n ct did n she snapped. i said to asma " i think u nearly blinded her with ur flash" and we both just laughed. b4 that,all of us including the boys pun salam je die ek. konon sebelum tu mintak izin gan aku tetibe blm bg approval dah salam dah, siap tak nak cuci tangn pastu. what a nite! then this morning my friend gave me a call, ckp my face was in the magazine 'hai' n i was thinking bile plak hai interview aku pasal camp ni, NST adala, n i really thought it was about the camp, mind u m'sian team came out in the newspaper in oriental daily 5 pages, i haven't had the chance to view it yet, n my pic was also in the malay mail pun tak tau(pertaining to the camp)so i thought this was my chance to keep it.tetibe die tanya "kau jumpa ct ke?" and i was like oh,no me with ct...they must think now i am a big fan of hers..too bad..at least 15 min of fame,haha

life is sooo busy

emm...don't really know where to start. actually, life is not that busy as before but somehow, i have less hours in a day to finish anything that i want to do. maybe the real reason is because of the fateful tsunami incident where it had changed the world's map forever. it actually has make us lost 1 second of our seconds in a day. for the whole of last week, all i could do is to do some research on the internet. all i could do is just cry as i sat and watched the horrific pictures of dead bodies in acheh, sri lanka and india. i really can't imagine what kind of life and emotions that they are facing right now. i can't really contribute money as i am always running out of money myself, thanks to the delay caused by ptptn. thus, the only contribution that i can make is to pay visits to the places that are destroyed caused by the tsunami. however, time has once again stopped me from pursuing my intentions. i really wanted to go to penang last weekend,as i heard that they are really in need of emotional support. clothes and food are quite sufficient there according to sources who have already visited the sites. thus, i felt emotional troubled myself as i am unable to help them in this nearest future. however, my prayers will always be with them. today, i am planning to go and help out and arrange the supplies that they plan to send to acheh and other affected places. the thing that saddens me most, is when some malaysians takes advantage by contributing old clothes which can be better considered as rags. some even gave used undies and under garments. do you think that this is the place where you dump all your rubbish and trash? sometimes malaysians can be so inconsiderate. just yesterday, i read in an entertainment newspaper how the writer was upset with the malaysian artists. how they have not contributed anything for they so-called fans whom because of them, the artists stand where they are today. the writer further commented that only a few were really concerned with the ppl who were affected. this is inconsiderate and injustice as probably those are the same ppl who have helped these artists in their succesful career. they have so much money, thanks to the fans who buy their original album, lines up in long ques just to buy their concert tickets and who only ends up being ignored and abondoned by the same person whom they have gave unconditional support. only a few really came up and gave their donations and support. thanks a lot malaysian artists!!!