life is sooo busy

emm...don't really know where to start. actually, life is not that busy as before but somehow, i have less hours in a day to finish anything that i want to do. maybe the real reason is because of the fateful tsunami incident where it had changed the world's map forever. it actually has make us lost 1 second of our seconds in a day. for the whole of last week, all i could do is to do some research on the internet. all i could do is just cry as i sat and watched the horrific pictures of dead bodies in acheh, sri lanka and india. i really can't imagine what kind of life and emotions that they are facing right now. i can't really contribute money as i am always running out of money myself, thanks to the delay caused by ptptn. thus, the only contribution that i can make is to pay visits to the places that are destroyed caused by the tsunami. however, time has once again stopped me from pursuing my intentions. i really wanted to go to penang last weekend,as i heard that they are really in need of emotional support. clothes and food are quite sufficient there according to sources who have already visited the sites. thus, i felt emotional troubled myself as i am unable to help them in this nearest future. however, my prayers will always be with them. today, i am planning to go and help out and arrange the supplies that they plan to send to acheh and other affected places. the thing that saddens me most, is when some malaysians takes advantage by contributing old clothes which can be better considered as rags. some even gave used undies and under garments. do you think that this is the place where you dump all your rubbish and trash? sometimes malaysians can be so inconsiderate. just yesterday, i read in an entertainment newspaper how the writer was upset with the malaysian artists. how they have not contributed anything for they so-called fans whom because of them, the artists stand where they are today. the writer further commented that only a few were really concerned with the ppl who were affected. this is inconsiderate and injustice as probably those are the same ppl who have helped these artists in their succesful career. they have so much money, thanks to the fans who buy their original album, lines up in long ques just to buy their concert tickets and who only ends up being ignored and abondoned by the same person whom they have gave unconditional support. only a few really came up and gave their donations and support. thanks a lot malaysian artists!!!