where is my loan???

lately i have been feeling really tired n exausted. i'm not sure what is the cause of it but it's actually weird. the thing is that i used to have so much energy and i can stay up really late at night. but since this sem reopens, i noticed that my energy level is not the same as before. am i getting older??whenever i try to stay up and study, mind you i can only study at night, i really cannot wake up in the morning. it's really sad and scary when i had to miss two of madam ahlam's class. i'm so going to be in big trouble. maybe the fact that we have to practice for our drama competition late at night, does not help either.maybe i don't have enuff rest. anyway, to all the girls in uia who will read this, all of you are invited to watch the inter-mahallah drama competition at the main audi. i will be acting alongside farhana. come n watch us!! another thing that is bothering me is that ptptn has not given our money. i am so desperately in need of money. how can i survive?? i really don't wanna ask my parents for money..feel guilty..