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Esok last day aku keja kat shah alam h.ct. tak tau nak rasa ape, rase sedih pun ada, rase lega pun ada. Maybe sbb dah tak larat lagi kot. Kitaorg keja 10 days, many things we have gained there. Tak tcerita smuanya tp nakla share sket experience. Mar pun ada tulis gak dlm blog die pasal our adventure kat sane, sedikit sbyk korg can get the general idea, bacelah blog die, cewah promote lak. Tapi aku pun ade version aku though the environment is the same. 1st DAY kitaorg dtg n tconggok depan civil registry kat shah alam h.ct, bgn sayap kiri pg2 lg.(mcm parti politik plak). Pastu ptemuan sekian lama, mbuahkan hasil iaitu gosip2 tbaru yg hangat di pasaran uia, dah lama tak keep up, hehe. Smua tunggu tuan yg garang, takut nak masuk sampai dpt arahan. Akhirnya, penantian yg ditunggu sekian lama tjadi gak. Malangnya kitaorg tak bwk blazer n xle ditempatkan di ct, so jadik freelance, tgk kes2 frm the public gallery, did not enjoy the experience. Bosan..so gi subang parade nak carik blazer. Muna n kaot balik uia, amik blazer. Mar yg beli, aku tgk je, hehe 2nd DAY aku siap pakai black n white, ala2 gaya lawyer betul with my black long skirt n white blouse, tetibe ct xde prosiding coz ct vacation. Tpaksela keja kat bgn docs n civil registry(processing n fixing). Dahla aku pakai baju black n white, org lain sempoi je pakai baju kurung(staff), so I really look ackward. Even lawyers yg dtg pun asyik tgk je..pastu blur tak tau nak buat ape, mintak kakak kat bgn tu bg keja. Aku pun buat la keja dgn tekunnya, bgn bankrapsi..memule sblm mintak keja, duduk tmenung main phone depan fail2 yg btimbun. Byk betul kes yg ttunggak..abg kat sblh aku tu plak asyik mgacau aku, kalo tak tido, myoal aku mcm2(mcm private investigator plak), tak larat nak layan, kalo tak, die scrutinize ape yg aku pakai n buat, rimas betul la…sambil buat keja, aku ada gak try2 nak baca docs , ikut advice ira tp xphm, yela xblaja lg kan. nak tanya malu sbb smua nampak bz except abg kat sblh aku…kul 4 confident je dah abis keja, ajak mar n kaot gi jumpa tuan, dah kena marah tak baca docs n tanya kat staff. Kitaorg pun balik n try blaja, aku n kaot buat2 baca docs sambil grumbling(we were not informed, blur la kan). Mar dah bz btanya dah… 3rd DAY best sket sbb buat kat atas, power attorney. Dpt kenal gan k.azrah(jurubahasa datuk ideres), k.anem, n abg hashim. Keja xbyk tp cop2la.aku bz betul amik nota n btanya.yela, smlm tak tanya kan so esok tu aku tanyala puas2 sampai kak anem tu irritated coz I asked too much, hehe. Abg hashim asyik suruh aku senyum je, aku pun xphm, buat keja mestila serius kan? Nnt org kata SS, syok sendiri, hehe. aku pun nak jadik budak baikla kan, so kul 4 tu aku turun nak photostate some docs yg nak blaja(takkan nak salin all those agreements)n bla,bla.. tetibe tuan dtg n marah. Muna slambe je, aku yg tkebil2(speechless). Geram betul aku kat tuan, smlm suruh blaja, bile nak blaja nak kena bayar plak siap buat lakonan smula dlm otak, ish..tak baik. Tuan tak garang sbenarnya, maybe aku je yg xphm niat die, confuse sket… 4th DAY ni plg best sbb aku dpt duduk kat tpt call2, mcm receptionist plak, tp tak call pun, hehe. susun docs ikut nom, blaja kes mane yg dipindahkan ke ct ape..etc. Mentor aku, abg amin kena gi meeting, so aku pun mrayapla kacau muna n kaot. Sblm tu nak cite, abg amin tu ckp pun aku xdgr, perlahan gile, kalo cal lawyer suruh amik doc pun slow sgt. aku pun saje je jahat buat2 xdgr, terus volume die on, hehe. last2 mar, aku n kaot gi jln2 tgk ct proceedings with tuan’s permission. Muna xikut coz byk keja. ptg aku nak sambung keja which is call2, tp phone kena amik sbb dieorg nak test internet line(baru nak install). Mine u, the system is still filing n not computerized. Aku pun bosan, sambil borak n bloyar buruk gan abg amin, aku susun fail n cuba mmahami what the ct staffs are going thru’. Take note it is not easy to process all those docs n fulfill the needs of at least 4000 applications per day. N that is only for one department. imagine four?? Mostly laywers are not likeable, no offence but some do come with attitude probs. Taula nak cepat but they(da staff) are working their best n at their optimum level(quoting judge datin paduka zaleha’s words to me n some lawyers).she was explaining some things to lawyers so that they will understand the ct’s prob. Pastu borak gan kat siti, more enlightment about certain lawyer’s rude attitude n blaja kod2 mahkamah n saman pmula n stuff… 5th DAY ingat kena gi tpt civil, tetibe tuan suruh blaja criminal. Aku duduk gan k.lia yg cun wif mar n muna n kaot duduk gan abg khairol a.k.a abg vest, haha. Byk pasal kes criminal n docs. N dapat tgk pics arwah noor suzaily, sedih sgt, I almost cried. Kejam betul si hanafi tu..ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! byk gak kitaorg blaja kat situ, mcm2 kes(baca blog mar), cewah promote lagik..yg tak sanggup baca testi budak india yg nampak arwah masa she was in the bus crying for help. When I read it, I can’t imagine the kid’s feelings. Sure helpless sbb tak dapat tlg n found out that she ended up dead. Ptg gi tgk kes2 kat ct lagik… ……… to be continued

POEM WRITTEN IN FRIENDSTER BULLETIN BOARD

there is nothing more beautiful, than having this friendship that we share, though i am very grateful, the thought of losing u i can't bear. how i cheerish those times n moment, when we would share jokes n laughter, those times i would treasure n put in my heart to remember. we will be friends forever, through the ups and down of life, together we will venture, the true meaning of being alive. here you and me, forever friends we will be, nothing will keep us apart, you are too special in my heart. i will always be there for you, sharing all that u go thru', or even when u feel blue.. we are good friends till whenever, that i will always remember... created personally by: HiDa

dedicated to someone special

together you and me, good friends we used to be, we used to joke, laugh and teased each other, friends till the end forever. but then i made a mistake by giving you a letter, and i cannot take back what i did, no matter. look at what i have gained, nothing but just sheer pain, nothing could change what i've done, weeks have turned into months, just hope that we could restore, the frienship that we had before.

malasnye nak balik uia

actually, i've been moping around the house since march. i really can't imagine how am i going to face a day filled with classes. the very thought of having to wake up early, ironing my clothes n get ready to class has already made me yawning. am i a lazy bum?probably. i mean after all, i am so used to waking up not that early n doing the daily routines which i shall not mention here. god, give me strength to face all my friends, lecturers, the gruelling hours of lectures, the torturing moments of tutorials.arghh... despite that, however i am amazed to say that actually i miss all those activities which means that now i have something to look forward to, such as exams??? n not tv shows???arghhh... p/s: grateful to be a student

american idol? m'sian idol? did they sto the war? IDOL?

talkin once again about american idol, malaysia has also created the exact entertainment show which in now busy touring around malaysia to find those who are interested to be in the show. but once again i was struck by the word idol.is it that easy to be an idol? it may seem clear to everbody that it is the singing competition that will eventually determine whether u are a star or not. but with deeper observation, the words used are something else. it is true that once u win or probably juz be in the top 12,u will have ur own fans n stardom but i wonder why is everybody esp m'sians here are so eager to be the next popstar n to be idolized by their voices instead of their contibutions to the country, the nation, and religion n be a real m'sian idol in the truest sense. p/s: i wonder how come ppl like those uitm students who climbed mount. everest didn't get as much attention as this m'sian idol. see how the west has once again succeeded in making this show into one of the most watched singing competition.when will we have our own original n successful educatonal but yet entertaining shows? i wonder...

copy-cats

skang ni american idol dah habis. dah tau pmenangnye is fantasia barrino. well, i think that she deserves to win. after all her performance was great. talking about american idol, it's funny seeing that now in m'sia, most tv shows are also creating shows somewhat like american idol though in a different version.take for example audition, the really latest copy-cat entertainment show. why are they competing? back to this audition show, it is somewhat a combination of akademi fantasia version n american idol. by showing their routines n practices it is something like akademi fantasia, then the last lowest three must perform b4 being voted off is definitely american idol's version.then raja azura will make this sympathetic voice exactly like aznil in a.f juz to make the audience feel a little emotional.god, can't they have their own identity? well, who am i to judge cause i know out there,there are still many ppl watchin' n enjoying da show, not to forget vote as well. p/s: the acting is quite original though...